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verticalkiller
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 00:34 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Christmas can not come soon enough (Christmas is the day I get payed for not working), my visa can not come soon enough, my flight can not come soon enough the beginning of my life CAN NOT COME SOON ENOUGH! I am tired of living my existence, my friends get on my last nerve 95% of the time, parents 59%, work 99.999999%, husband 1%, everyone else on Earth 100%. God I need a fucking drink.
Drinking iced tea and watching Full Metal Alchemist is not something I really want to be doing now, not to mention typing on a fucking message board. Right now my life has stalled and I'm feeling less than appreciated and loved. *sigh* Perhaps i'm just growing away from those around me? I get along the best when I don't live at home, my friends are all doing their own thing, work and school and we just don't have the same connection that we used to, work sucks, and everything else is pretty lack luster. I think i'll go shopping on Thursday, that always makes me feel better. That and making myself vomit after every meal, it's been there for me for the last.......shit 8 or 9 years, on and off. Besides I feel like a fat bag of crap so it certainly can't hurt. Except when there is blood in my vomit. Having new things and more than the average bear just makes me feel...........good. Yall will see me on intervention one day addicted to shopping and neglecting the family. Everyone threatening me into treatment, thats cute. haha.
This probably sounds pretty crazy right? Nah, i'm just typing what im thinking. Hmm, I think ill finish my christmas shopping. However, shopping for others does not fulfill me like shopping for myself. I think i'll buy some more jeans, maybe something I don't have, like a suit. A suit from bloomingdales. A tan suit from bloomingdales with a ver constructed tailored look to it. So when I go to court for firebombing planned parenthood for giving my broke roomate in college a year supply of birth control for 50 bucks and making me pay 32 dollars a month. THE BASTARDS!
sorry i've kinda turned this post into a journal or diary entry, you'll get over it. i promise. |
Josh85
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 01:28 · [Salvaged from Archive]
:D You seem like an awesome person.
Wanna be friends? |
Clouds in the Sky
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 01:40 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Sweety, welcome to my world. Where everything seems forever stagnant and even if you make a change, everything goes back to routine style after a short while....woot. |
!NV!CTUS
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 01:53 · [Salvaged from Archive]
yeah.. i know how you feel. |
Brixton
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 10:22 · [Salvaged from Archive]
You're in control of your own destiny.... |
Colzi
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 10:38 · [Salvaged from Archive]
You're in control of your own destiny....
Spot on 8) |
tgd_02
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 11:29 · [Salvaged from Archive]
shaddap |
verticalkiller
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 13:44 · [Salvaged from Archive]
shaddap
you shaddap! |
verticalkiller
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 13:46 · [Salvaged from Archive]
:D You seem like an awesome person.
Wanna be friends?
Yes I am and yes. |
tgd_02
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 13:46 · [Salvaged from Archive]
shaddap
you shaddap!
no
make me
no
:P
:P |
verticalkiller
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 13:48 · [Salvaged from Archive]
shaddap
you shaddap!
no
make me
no
:P
:P
no
no
no :idea: |
tgd_02
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 13:49 · [Salvaged from Archive]
shadap more |
jaba
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 13 Dec 2006, 17:07 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Noisey sods! :mrgreen: |
