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Josh85
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 12:14 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Ecstasy, the Love drug. (or whatever they call it)...
Well quite awhile I had half an XTC pill at a rave in sand dunes.. only half.. and that was after like 10-12 beers.. and it was my first time trying that particular drug.
Hadn't hit me after like an hour and by then we were driving home early coz one of the girls was being emo or something. I got dropped off first (I actually walked/jogged to the rave.. and got in for free coz I came off the beach.. took me about half an hour to get there though.. yeh, I'm weird).. coz I lived closest and then I went home and sat down on my computer to chat on msn and look at porn.
Then I started feeling different.. really loved up, and a lot more energetic.. I acted like a tool on msn and was EXTREMELY lovey and stuff.. that was when I made the post on these boards about how I love you guys so much.
After that night I really wanted to try it again... but sober, and a full pill instead of half. Unfortunately it took me awhile to get my hands on more because most dealers are fucken stoners and we all know how unreliable they are. :? .. but then I thought to talk to my little brother (who is also a stoner unfortunately) and BAM.. pills. Straight away. They have different fancy cute names and designs which probably makes them more appealing to kids.. I got 1 "Pink Heart" and 1 "Red VW" ..
Like the responsible drug experimenter I am, I looked both pills up on the interweb (www.pillreports.com) to see if I could get a good idea of what they were like and what was in them before I took them.
Anyway, took the Pink heart on the first night.. it still didn't hit me for about an hour.. then BAM!!!!!!! had this massive rush, my body temperature increased like by a hundred degrees and my knees started going up and down extremely fast.. so fast the arm of the chair was making a knocking sound. I got worried for awhile that I had a bad pill or something but then that rush died down (a bit) and I found myself feeling awesome, and having shitloads of energy, and rushing hard. if that makes sense. I also noticed my senses were much better and the strange smell I was smelling was actually my own skin.
I called my brother to say how enjoyable the pill was and he couldn't understand what I was saying coz I was talking in extremely fast, short fragments, and starting sentences and stopping in going "ahh" or "awww" or "hmmm". So he was like, "Fuck sake man, meet me at the park and come hang out with us. I didn't know you were going to drop it at home you tool".
I quickly got changed and got my shoes and went to go out, but as I got to the door my olds asked me where I was headed, so I had to turn around and just say where I was going.. unfortunately because my mind was running at a million miles an hour my answer came out as "Imjustgoingtogomeetupwithsomemates-okbyebacklaterok-bye!!#!!"
Mom: :?
Dad: :|
Me: :shock:!!#!
-goes out the door-
So I get outside and realize it's a fairly decent walk to get to the park, so fuck it, I sprinted there.. sprinting seemed so much easier then before.. in the way that it didn't require any effort at all.. it was easier to sprint then it was to walk.. and the wind rushing past my face was quite pleasant.
Met up with my brother and his mates and sat down and started talking gibberish to no-one in particular for a minute before I started to get a little more sense and pretty soon I started getting into some awesome deep and meaningful conversations with my brother's mates. At this stage I noticed I was getting massive eye wobbles (which aren't a bother, kinda fun) and was grinding my teeth together like all fuck, and chewing out the inside of my cheeks (lol). Stayed there having fun until my brother had to go and pick some chick up and I neglected to come (bit of a mistake though) coz i wanted to go home and listen to some music. Went home, listened to music.. felt good for a long while and about 4-5 hours after I initially took it, most of the good feeling had left. When I went to go to sleep I had a really trippy dream where I was basically walking to four different symbols.. one after the other.. I just had to keep reaching these symbols for some reason. Very annoying dream. :|
Next night I lost patience of waiting to take the other pill (Red VW) and took that (at like 3am).. though this time I had one half first and waited an hour to take the other half.. after that hour though I hadn't really felt it (besides my vision getting slightly distorted) and was worried it was crap or I wouldn't feel it as much coz i had one the nigth before.. but 5mins after taking the second half it hit me hard.. same rush, but this one was definately a LOT better then the last one. It was also a more trippy experience and I found Barney and Friends (on at 4am for some insane reason) on my tv to be crazy as fuck and then I later on got freaked the FUCK out by this christian gospel thing.. and a part where they were crying and praying for starving children in africa and the guy is crying and begging me to think of the children and donate and pray with him and shit.. I swear i felt he was talking right through the tv to me and there was creepy music (children crying in the background and shit too) so I had to change the channel.
After about 4-5 hours I started to come down and had a few beers then lied down to attempt to sleep.. this is when I started hallucinating like a motherfucker and came to the realization I was seeing into the spirit world and could see spiritual energy and it's flow.. like.. it's hard to even describe.. I could see particles moving in streams and flows all around, and I was able to collect some "spiritual energy" and form it into a sphere that floated in air and started to grow.. I put my hand through it and felt a cold sensation run through me which tripped me out again. Then I noticed my walls had small sideways forests growing on them.. I could also hold my hand in front of my face and make it's "aura" glow brighter and brighter until all I could see was my hand and this bright light around it.
Eventually I got to sleep and had trppy dreams. Oh, btw.. my bed was SOOOOO soft and cozy compared to normally. I spent like ten minutes writhing on it.
So that was that. I didn't find any bad side effects except the inside of my mouth being chewed raw and my parents giving me weird looks the next morning (after the first one) but other then that it was all good immediately after. Oh, both times my pupils got massive, especially the last time, basically I had no iris, just pure black, giant pupilisms.
HOWEVER.. I found the night after I had the second one I was really depressed and extremely emotionally.. weak.. kinda.. like even sad music would cause me to get teary eyed. And have to choke back tears. This ... is not usual of me.. I mean, I haven't cried for as long as I can remember, even when my cat died as a kid I was just like, -picks up stiff cat corpse out of plastic bag.. stares into dead cat eyes... "goodbye man. Gunna miss ya".. -throws corpse into hole.. fills hole in with dirt.. goes to make a sandwich-
So I think that's the worst side effect if any.. you get all your happy used up and it takes awhile to get it back, hence you feel depressed for awhile. Am feeling better today though. Not sure how long it takes to get ALL your happy/serotonin back but hopefully only a week or so. It makes sense though.. everything is balanced.. if you are going to take a substance to make you feel happier then normal, then you are going to feel sadder then normal afterwards.
I was also sure to drink a decent amount of water both times to avoid dehydration, but not too much. Plus I wasn't at a rave or dancing continuously so I might not have needed as much water.
In conclusion, I think that X is my favourite of the softer drugs so far, but then again I've only tried three others so I can't really talk from much experience. The only downside is you have to be sure what you're getting, and it has to be taken in extreme moderation because A: you'll build a resistence and B: You'll probably end up being a depressed bitch who cries when he watches sad parts in childrens movies...
I shall be getting some mushies soon so if it's worth making a post about at 3am in the morning when I can't sleep (such as I'm doing now) I might make one. |
DandruffBGone
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 12:17 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Sorry. No time to read Josh. Watching Cai and Baby Stepp get set up on another thread. |
Josh85
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 12:21 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Cliff notes plz
Cliff notes? |
Josh85
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 12:22 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Yeh sorry it's a bit long. :(
-goes to check out this other thread- |
Josh85
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 12:26 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Cliff notes plz
Cliff notes?
http://www.cliffsnotes.com/WileyCDA/
I'm confused. I know my essay writing sucks. :(
I never did good in english -lol-. |
AllisterFiend
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 12:26 · [Salvaged from Archive]
weeeeeeeeeeeee |
Monstermash
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 12:37 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Ecstasy, the Love drug. (or whatever they call it)...
After about 4-5 hours I started to come down and had a few beers then lied down to attempt to sleep.. this is when I started hallucinating like a motherfucker and came to the realization I was seeing into the spirit world and could see spiritual energy and it's flow.. like.. it's hard to even describe.. I could see particles moving in streams and flows all around, and I was able to collect some "spiritual energy" and form it into a sphere that floated in air and started to grow.. I put my hand through it and felt a cold sensation run through me which tripped me out again. Then I noticed my walls had small sideways forests growing on them.. I could also hold my hand in front of my face and make it's "aura" glow brighter and brighter until all I could see was my hand and this bright light around it.
I liked that bit best out of your post. Makes me want to try it :) but the come downs are pretty bad by the sound of it. Have heard bad stories of people taking these sort of pills and end up dying, that scares me. :shock: |
tgd_02
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 12:46 · [Salvaged from Archive]
drugs are bad boooooo |
Heero Valentine
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 15:01 · [Salvaged from Archive]
"even when my cat died as a kid I was just like, -picks up stiff cat corpse out of plastic bag.. stares into dead cat eyes... "goodbye man. Gunna miss ya".. -throws corpse into hole.. fills hole in with dirt.. goes to make a sandwich-"
:lol: same here |
DandruffBGone
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 15:04 · [Salvaged from Archive]
"even when my cat died as a kid I was just like, -picks up stiff cat corpse out of plastic bag.. stares into dead cat eyes... "goodbye man. Gunna miss ya".. -throws corpse into hole.. fills hole in with dirt.. goes to make a sandwich-"
:lol: same here
Happy New Year Heero....where you been? :D |
Heero Valentine
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 15:09 · [Salvaged from Archive]
hanging, blowing up stuff, fucking around on the street...
:D nothing special o.O damn al those new topics :shock: must read them...
ow happy new year to ya guys ;)
have read 2 new topics, this one and the cai & daniel topic, it seems josh ain't the only on drugs :lol: |
steppman2
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 15:11 · [Salvaged from Archive]
hanging, blowing up stuff, fucking around on the street...
:D nothing special o.O damn al those new topics :shock: must read them...
ow happy new year to ya guys ;)
have read 2 new topics, this one and the cai & daniel topic, it seems josh ain't the only on drugs :lol:
:shock: |
Heero Valentine
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 15:15 · [Salvaged from Archive]
hanging, blowing up stuff, fucking around on the street...
:D nothing special o.O damn al those new topics :shock: must read them...
ow happy new year to ya guys ;)
have read 2 new topics, this one and the cai & daniel topic, it seems josh ain't the only on drugs :lol:
:shock:
:D nice avi and sig btw :lol: |
DandruffBGone
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 15:18 · [Salvaged from Archive]
hanging, blowing up stuff, fucking around on the street...
:D nothing special o.O damn al those new topics :shock: must read them...
ow happy new year to ya guys ;)
have read 2 new topics, this one and the cai & daniel topic, it seems josh ain't the only on drugs :lol:
:shock:
:D nice avi and sig btw :lol:
It's the sig that got Cai going Heero. That's him. |
Heero Valentine
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 15:20 · [Salvaged from Archive]
o.O she likes big boys?
just kiddin i know that steppman ain't that big :P
:D he has a nice body btw, but i like my face better ( no offence stepp ) |
DandruffBGone
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 15:29 · [Salvaged from Archive]
o.O she likes big boys?
just kiddin i know that steppman ain't that big :P
:D he has a nice body btw, but i like my face better ( no offence stepp )
I think I'm gonna put him on my desktop :twisted: |
Heero Valentine
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 15:32 · [Salvaged from Archive]
aren't u like...married? or did you had a drunk husband and kick him off the balcony? |
DandruffBGone
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 15:33 · [Salvaged from Archive]
aren't u like...married? or did you had a drunk husband and kick him off the balcony?
LOL. No and yes, and yes I should've (but didn't). :lol:
........I wonder if Hails is still alive? |
steppman2
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 15:40 · [Salvaged from Archive]
o.O she likes big boys?
just kiddin i know that steppman ain't that big :P
:D he has a nice body btw, but i like my face better ( no offence stepp )
Not offended, just a bit lost in this conversation. :? |
[[ kUPId ]]
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 18:56 · [Salvaged from Archive]
So I think that's the worst side effect if any.. you get all your happy used up and it takes awhile to get it back, hence you feel depressed for awhile. Am feeling better today though. Not sure how long it takes to get ALL your happy/serotonin back but hopefully only a week or so. It makes sense though.. everything is balanced.. if you are going to take a substance to make you feel happier then normal, then you are going to feel sadder then normal afterwards.
In conclusion, I think that X is my favourite of the softer drugs so far, but then again I've only tried three others so I can't really talk from much experience. The only downside is you have to be sure what you're getting, and it has to be taken in extreme moderation because A: you'll build a resistence and B: You'll probably end up being a depressed bitch who cries when he watches sad parts in childrens movies...
that is a really good way to describe the comedown "all ur happy gets used.... " I am the same way... extremely over emotional... although i seem to have a day of nothingness before that. Like if i took it Saturday, Monday is when id be wanting to cry at the drop of a hat... :roll:
did you write the symbols from your dream down?? i think i wouldve, but im weirdly sentimental like that!! I have the lid to a bottle of water i drank when i first tried LSD ... several years ago :roll: ... im also into mementoes :oops:
Ive tried a variety of Drugs, except mushrooms and pure heroin... :? i did have morphine in lieu of heroin once or twice :shock: downers suck ass though!
Anyways ... i liked your post. i thought it was awesome, Fuck all who didnt think so ... its ur thread, post what you want to, how you want to... its not like you jumped on someone elses thread and went way off topic ... that would be rude :roll: *hint, hint!! to those guilty of it* :|
Keep Safe Josh, you sound responsible enough, but be safe all the same! I wanna hear ur Mushroom Experience Story :) ... uncliffnoted ;) |
steppman2
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 18:58 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Downers are my favorite, but X was fun on occasion. |
Colzi
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 19:11 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Never took drugs.
They say love is a drug - so that'l do me till my dying day :wink: |
[[ kUPId ]]
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 19:18 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Downers are my favorite, but X was fun on occasion.
i think cos im naturally shy in RL ... anything that give me confidence was/is always a winner.. although the morphine did gimme the best nights sleep i ever had!! Going to the club after having it ... i would not recommend. ;) LMAO |
[[ kUPId ]]
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 19:20 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Never took drugs.
They say love is a drug - so that'l do me till my dying day :wink:
Your a good boy Colz, stay that way! :) |
Josh85
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 21:39 · [Salvaged from Archive]
Aww thanks for the reply Kupid. :D
I wasn't sure whether to post this thread, was just something I felt like writing up at 2am as a sorta thing to do. I figured it might give some people who can be bothered reading it all a decent read. I made a few funnies in there too!
did you write the symbols from your dream down?? i think i wouldve, but im weirdly sentimental like that!! I have the lid to a bottle of water i drank when i first tried LSD ... several years ago ... im also into mementoes
Can't remember what the symbols were.. I was half dreaming and half awake I think as well, so everything was kind of hazy.. I do know the symbols were in or around some dark forest.. and it wasn't necessarily circles, I would just go towards whatever symbol I felt most compelled to go to.. it was almost random.. extremely frustrating though that I was even doing it.
Mementos are a cool idea though -lol-
Ive tried a variety of Drugs, except mushrooms and pure heroin... i did have morphine in lieu of heroin once or twice downers suck ass though! Yeh. Never going to try heroin or do anything intravienous. Not even just to experiment. I'm not a fan of downers either. :|
Keep Safe Josh, you sound responsible enough, but be safe all the same! I wanna hear ur Mushroom Experience Story ... uncliffnoted
I'll be sure to post it. I'm actually interested as to how it will be since I already hallucinate mildly without the assistance of hallucinogens (not going to go into detail here though lol) so maybe I'll have an edge on everyone else. :D |
[[ kUPId ]]
Salvaged from Archive | Posted: 1 Jan 2007, 21:50 · [Salvaged from Archive]
LMAO... the symbols i pictured when reading your post were that of the playstation controls.. the circle, square, triangle and what ever the other one was... :P
- thats how good ur post was, i was able to picture it happening ;) Screw what anyone else thinks dude!! youll have at least one person read it :)
i was meant to say in my other reply, in your defence, when your off tap and on keyboard... you have no time to plan what your writing ... you just have to write. If anything josh, im suprised that it made as much sense as it did .... i know with my own stories they tend to go and go and go and go and ... you get my point :P |
